I cannot let words kill me. I cannot let fear kill me , I cannot let my mind that's filled with doubts and high sensitivity kill me flat. All that is just because i'm afaid of losing you. I can either change myself , or just change everything. I'm just so fragile , really really fragile in th mind. Small little things could break my heart. Now life's really fair , strong body , weak mind. Screw th system. I'd rather not be strong , I'd balance myself. Such big person could let small things kill me , flat.
I'm feeling dizzy now and then. Wondered what's happening to me.
Maybe soon its the end of my world..