i felt it , it's love.
i grab hold of it , because i know it's very important to me. i will never let it go , because i know there's only one you.

" even though we're far apart physically , as long as our hearts is together as one. we'll last. "

i know it's hard , i know it's going to be so much more tougher than last time.
but as long as we believe , we'll make it.
i know what i want , i know myself best.
we'll have to remember what we've promised , remember what each other said.

although there's always this fear in me , but i know i'm going to conquer it.
let's use both our hands to protect this naked flame so as to keep it alive.
only by doing so , we'll feel the warmth that's surrounding us.

it's been quite sometime since i posted such a wordy post.

pasts will not determine our future.
only by doing our best now can determine our future.
although i'm not anticipating school , i still hope i can do my best.
i need to , i cannot afford to fail anymore and i'm also not allowed to fail anymore.
i determine how to live my life , i'll live to the fullest.

i cannot waste my life away anymore.