"一整个宇宙，换一颗红豆."

 

these few days was a struggle , struggling so hard with myself.

struggling to kill my thoughts , struggling with life.

i took things too hard , i took things in my stride.

i have no idea why i'm always like this. always so paranoid.

everytime ; i 'm always so willing to change for the better.

but i really have no idea why i can't change this time.

am i born with it?

fighting with fate , fighting with life.

fighting for that change in me.

it was still like before ; it never changes.

remember me , remember us , what we had.

我的 ; 天长地久..

永远 ；天长地久..