"give a chance to make a change."

life is always making fun of us.
life wants me to surrender to it and give up on life.
but i'm not giving up , because there's a reason for me to hold on to it.

life is fair in one way or another , i wonder who's the one that's making it balance.

but i tasted the feeling of pain , the most extreme pain.
where every single part of you feels worthless , not even a cent.
the part when you needed someone so much but nothing comes back to you.
it's so painful , when you do too much. it became useless , pointless or even bored.
why is life like that but why i don't get bored of giving.
maybe i'm born to give and not to take.

somehow in a way or another , i hate to say that i'm tired of life once again.
i pleaded for a change , i pleaded for things to go my way.
when is that change , when is that ray of light.
i'm waiting , shivering and losing part of my heart bit by bit.
until the day i really fall , where's that hand..
i can only hope for.


life.
of Eternity.