Because life does not go the way you want it to , not a paths is straight , not all paths in smooth.


if i fall , will i be able to get back on my feet again?
if i fall , will i have something to hold on?
if i fall , what would the consequences be?
if i fall , how much would my life change?
if i fall ,
i'm not prepared to.

time is running , time is not walking.
afraid to get left behind.
i guessed i've been too hard on those people around me , too hard on myself too.
if i'm really too much , forgive me.
i might not always be right , i might be wrong sometimes.
maybe my way of doing things is wrong , your chances were lost.
i couldn't help much but to put it on myself.
i think i have failed in one way or another ,

this isn't me.
i should reflect on myself.
A rubberband will eventually snap , when it's stretched to it's maximum.
should not force things to abide to my ways.
faltered.