"i went off track."

not every pathway is straight , not every life is perfect.
behind every shadow , there must be a light somewhere.
it's up to us to continue living under the shadow or just keep finding our way out through the darkness.
as long as we believe as long as we consistently remember our aims , remember how hard we fought for
this life. one fine day , we will find our ray of light and do well.

past few days ,
i saw hopes in an indian worker's eyes. the expression that he gave and also the actions that he made.
his hopes to work hard , surviving in this country like singapore. i can assume that he's a hard labour worker as his clothes were all stained inside the mrt. i could see his hopes of maybe sending money back to his country , from where he came from. working in a foreign country is not easy. these people had such simple hopes and dreams. that mindset , so clear.
i hope all of us had not forget what we live for , what we wanna strive for.
i wanna be clear like him too , it's all about our mindset.
we complicate things ourselves.

today ,
i saw another worker , taking the same lift as me as i went home.
he was lifting his bicycle up the stairs and i pressed the lift.
he kept thanking me. but i saw how he took great care of his bicycle.
i could see how much that bicycle meant to him , he was checking his wheels and stuffs inside the lift.
kept looking at his bicycle. to us , maybe it's just an old worn out bicycle , but to them.
it's something much more than a normal bicycle , it could be helping him to earn some expenses or save alot on his transport fees when he's working. who knows? that's why , life shouldn't differ from poor or rich ,
poor people had their pride and life too , but i admire rich people that's humble.
they're really the ones who deserved all the salutes from people.

it's how we see things from different angles ,
i should feel more contented with what i have now , save every penny from my pocket money.
know the importance and not to be a spendthrift.

i'll not forget all my aims , to make this world a more balanced world.
helping all the needys at all costs.

i luv you baby , you're all that i'd ever wanted.
although my hopes was dashed before , dreams were killed before.
we never failed to get back up on our feet together and fight hard for this love.
i know we can do it , i know we will get better and better.
as long as we stays together as one.
life would be perfect with you around me , always and always.

luv baby. <3