"bite the bullet"

just like what i've always said , there're all sorts of people around the world.
weird people , bad people , hyopocrites and stuffs like that , it's our choice wheather to give a shit about them or not.

sometimes when you give , they rejected you.
sometimes when you don't give , they want it from you.
how weird isn't it?

i thought that i was somebody who can be trusted by friends and people around me.
because of the inner me and how i always present myself.
and i always have faith in most of the things i do , i give faith to others too.
but , sometimes i feel that i was not being trusted , i'm not sure why too.
i always ponder..
my conscience is always clear , i have nothing to hide.
but it's not easy to make someone trust you wholeheartedly.
well , we need time. we need more time.
it's just my thoughts , :)

anw , f1 ended. it's very tough as we need to handle so much partons and direct them accordingly.
we're not professionals  , but i knew we did our best to help. caucasians can be so polite and friendly at times , but also hard to handle at times too. nevermind , it's all over.

anyway , after all these. i can spend time with my baby now. :)
more time to be together , if possible.
<3

luv you , always.